bearded philosopher

bearded philosopher

Friday, January 23, 2009

bliss for a second missed forever

its been a long time. Today we will go through the basics of what happened the other day to me. well it did perturb me to an extent which demanded my returning to my damned blog. damned for reasons some people would know. any way its unholy to digress at this point i would never get to the simple fat story.

a normal day in office yesterday and i just asked a cool girl to have ice cream on a bright sat sunny morning near her house. my reasons were plenty , i have seldom talked to her so i decide to bring in the comfort level first. So here comes my innovative suggestions... close to her house ( she can run away at a point of any distress) ice cream ( everybody loves ice cream) and broad daylight( this really is pretty simple to understand)

and stating my facts and assuring her that i was not on any police record she agreed.

that was it that was simple and i was happy. happy after a long time that i had actually something to look forward to . it s not a bit easy to be happy these days, nt one bit. growing uncertainity almost makes u yelp in fright. but ya i was happy, i was happy in broad daylight.

and today friday i was apprehensive of a possible set back to my current state of gaiety and thw worse happened before my very eyes. she called it off. and so my mood goes and its like 3 pm and i haven't completed my work. y m i getting so off today coz that happens when something happy is takene away from u as simply as it was given to u.

i give up man, broad daylight and ice it too much to ask?
why cant be things simple and people learn to accept friends staring at their face.
why cant it be simple yet beautiful.
i fail to understand but an urge to write precedes the urge to shout at the sky. thats happiness taken out of happiness and i know its crazy and life is crazy. u never get what u want and u sometimes feel ur right. thats what life is being there holding on and breaking loose.

let the wind guide u my friend.
let it be ur torch //amen


akhilesh said...

a chetan bhagat in the making........
dont loose hope my frnd...someday when ppl will recognise u r true self
..they ll throng to have ice cream with you even in the darkness of the night....


UM.... Sady... said...

Did you tell ask her what flavor she would like or did you suggest a flavor that you think she might like?? Maybe then she wouldve agreed...

Jannat said...

ooo.... ACtually this is what happens when people , not you ofcourse, shut themselves from the world just cause of the fear of the unknown, for the fear of 'busllshit' actually.

They always are in the league to follow the crappy norms and cultures society has chained us with.

But the, by the time they realize it, its too late.

But for you. keep asking , for icecreams, coffees, and chocos, cause sometime, you would meet the one of your kind. So open to happiness, and so embracing to life :)

And yeah, I love dark tan icecreams. :) Just for your GK. Hehe :)