fukk

after many days i sit down to write again.today i am unforcefully dissatisfied.there was a time when words came out easily and life was simple.life was very simple.we were kids and work was play and play was work.suddenly out of the blue ,thunderstruck i realized that i am no longer young to be free.we are always under some sort of control.where is freedom.if google gives u 10 lakhs and u write the software for say another online society or another blog.how long can a man do things which are shit.how long.we are chained and we dont know because we get paid salaries and keep cars and have the illusion that we dwell freely spend as we wish.but tell me one fukking day u got up and felt free ,u can not and may not do what u wish.you may but first ..change your mind and hold my hand