friends without

There are two kinds of fear,the fear of the unknown and the fear of the known.It is not easy to be hated.There is this feirce conflict in my brain which is beyond explanation.That is why one should never commit to his brain.Some things should be left as it is.I normally do not confront people,but when they confront me,i show my soul,now that is a mistake.when u show ur soul you can get two responses,one of which is a deadly indifference.Being emotional is a vice.it will leave u scarred and by the time ur ride ends u wont be human.this magnamus force which will wash away ur existence.that is what happens when people become indifferent to you.i dont believe in polite conversation,but i do like to laugh and be at peace with friends around.when friends refuse to let us be friends it burns me to the belly trying to figure out.what exactly do we desire,its not sympathy nor comfort,we desire belongingness.friends have to love each other,for that love is great which does not accept nor reject but lets it be.maybe i am losing my mind ,someday u will too.but at the end of the day with whatever i have left in me ill say this to ye- a BIG FUKK U.